Archive for December, 2008

Surprise in the mailbox

Wednesday, December 31st, 2008

If you've been reading here for a while (and I know that both of you have, so ignore the rhetorical flourish), you'll be well aware of how much I love getting surprises in the mail.

Well, yesterday was one of the best ever.

I've been corresponding back and forth for a while with Anna, my Polish translator, looking at phrases and concepts in Before I Wake for how they might best be handled in translation.  I appreciated that attention to detail, and her insights into potentially problematic areas.

I really, really appreciate the package from her that arrived yesterday.

Two bottles of fountain pen ink, which I promise to put to good use.

And a copy of the Polish edition of Before I Wake!  It was the first time I had seen it, and it literally took my breath away.

polish cover

And the best part?  Anna signed it to me.  I'm really touched, and thrilled to be sharing the copyright page with her.  This is going to take pride of place in the collection of editions.  As soon as I'm done showing it off to everyone, that is.

(Did I mention that I love, love, LOVE this cover?  Well, in case I didn't…  My dream edition of BIW has now shifted a little: I'd love an edition with the Canadian text, set with the American layout, and using this cover…)

That time of year…

Wednesday, December 31st, 2008

It’s that time of year, again…

I’ve been spending a lot of time thinking about music lately.  Not just because it’s year-end, and everybody (and I’m sure there’s a dog or two out there) has a best-of list up, but because I’m thinking of getting a turntable and starting to pick up vinyl of some of my favourite albums.

Vinyl.  Records.  The mere thought of it gives me a tingle in my musical place.  And there’s a lot of vinyl out there.  And the thought of listening to Kind of Blue, or Southern Rock Opera, on vinyl… it gives me a shiver, it really does.  But I do wonder: do I really need another cash-sucking fetish object?

Oh, who am I kidding.  Give me the slightest opportunity and I’m Rob Gordon in High Fidelity.  No question about it.

But I digress…

This is my first crack at a Best Music of 2008 list.  Did you get that?  This is provisional.

Normally  I don’t caveat these things, but there are several highly regarded albums (including She & Him and Ben Ivor, which I haven’t heard yet, and Blitzen Trapper, which is making a strong play) which might skew the final list.  Oh, and I was going to do this without commentary, but where’s the fun in that?

Best New Albums of 2008:
10)    Cardinology — Ryan Adams & the Cardinals
The nice thing with being a fan of someone as prolific as Adams is that there’s ALWAYS gonna be a new record for consideration.  And if he keeps putting out albums like Cardinology, there will always be room on this list.  Now, I must confess that I prefer the druggy, relentlessly experimental Adams of a few years ago, but Cardinology is solid from beginning to end, and the Cardinals are starting to carve out a place for themselves as one of THE great backing bands.

9)    Rockferry — Duffy
This is, largely, a triumph of style over substance (unlike, say, Winehouse’s Back to Black, which had emotional guts to spare), but it’s a great style.

8)    Third — Portishead
It’s the general concensus of several people I know that Portishead’s Dummy is THE best sex album of all time.  I’m not sure I’d want to field test their latest one…  This is dark, disturbing music, but affectingly atmospheric.  Not the sort of thing you want to play on a sunny day, but it’s dangerous in the dark.

7)    med sud i eyrum vid spilum endalaust – Sigur Ros
What the hell?  3 and 4 minutes songs?  Melodies?  What…
This is a very different Sigur Ros, but one that is just as affecting as the earlier, more abstract soundscapes and Scandinavian-gothic-classical leanings.  A little pop can be a bad thing, but here, it’s terrific.

6)    Consolers of the Lonely — The Raconteurs
Have I mentioned recently that I want to be Jack White when I grow up?  No?  Well, here’s why.  On an off year from The White Stripes, he delivers a classic album of straightforward rock.  And Old Enough is the best, condescending “screw you” song since Bob Dylan…

5)    Warpaint — The Black Crowes
You have to like a band that realizes they’ve hit their level and that they’re now free to do EXACTLY what they want to do.  Warpaint is the sound of a band simultaneously stretching its wings and focussing on the fundamentals: quality songwriting, spontaneous performances.

4)    19 – Adele
The flip-side to #9, 19 is all about substance over style.  Adele is a wounded bird of the old school, and there are moments on this album that will break your heart.  A decent enough songwriter, the highlight of the album, for me, at least, is her cover of Dylan’s To Make You Feel My Love, one of the rare instances in the Dylan canon where the cover makes you forget the original.

3)    Brighter Than Creation’s Dark – Drive-By Truckers
How, exactly, did I miss out on DBT for so long?  They’ve spent more than a decade making some of the finest music in the US, and it took the Rock and Roll Means Well Tour for me to discover them.  While I spent more time with Southern Rock Opera, this is probably the finest album from the DBT, from the keening opener of Two Daughters and A Beautiful Wife to the incindiery The Man I Shot to the slice-of-a-boring-life BobYou and Your Crystal Meth is two minutes of minimalist hell on earth, the sort of song that reaches directly into your chest and crushes your heart.

2)    Fleet Foxes — Fleet Foxes
Wow.  I’m a sucker for harmonies.  And pastorals.  And baroque.
And if you had asked me last year if I would ever find those things in a single band, working today, I’d have laughed in your face.  Sorry bout that.
Fleet Foxes debut full-length is a was of pure joy (even when it’s not exactly joyous).  Stop what you’re doing, go out and buy it.  And if I do get a turntable, this is going to be one of the first records I buy.  Because…. wow.  Just, wow.

1)    Stay Positive — The Hold Steady
You knew this was coming, right?  If you’ve talked to me anytime in the last six months, you had to know that there would be no competition for the top slot on this list.
That said, it’s a bit difficult to separate out the music from what the music means to me.  Are there better records this year?  Sure, probably.  Probably some on this list.  But no album — no band — has hit me as deeply as this record, this band, in more than twenty years.  And that’s no small thing.  A balance of youthful exuberance and approaching middle-age world-weariness, this album just spoke to me, from start to finish.  And isn’t that what we’re all looking for, whether we know it or not?

Those that just failed to make the top ten:
Mudcrutch
Harps & Angels — Randy Newman
All I Intended to Be — Emmylou Harris
Modern Guilt — Beck
Attack & Release — The Black Keys
Evil Urges — My Morning Jacket
I Know You’re Married, But I’ve Got Feelings Too — Martha Wainright

Best Re-Issues/Old Material/Live Material (in no particular order):
Bob Dylan — Tell Tale Signs: The Bootleg Series Volume 8
A lot of people have put this one in the general “Best of” column, but that’s a bit of a cheat.  That being said, this is one of the finest albums of the year, a collection of crumbs from the table that holds together as a vivid portrait of the psychological darkness of our times.  The only drawback?  The blatant, disgusting cash-grab of the three-disc version.  Thankfully, there are ways around that… or so I hear.

The Waterboys – Room To Roam Collector’s Edition
Room to Roam has spent almost two decades in the shadow of Fisherman’s Blues (which is an enviable place to be, actually, considering FB is one of the best albums of the last 25 years).  Despite the addition of a disc worth of bonus and live tracks, RtR doesn’t measure up to FB, but that’s all right: it’s a stunning album on its own, and should be listened to as such.

Belle & Sebastian — The BBC Sessions
Sad bastard music at its finest.  Delicate, but tough as nails.

Neil Young — Sugar Mountain: Live at Canterbury House
Fresh out of Buffalo Springfield and with a sterling solo career ahead of him, this is young at his embryonic finest.  What must it have been like to hear songs like Sugar Mountain before they became canonical?  I’d put it on the same level as seeing Hamlet on opening night.

The Clash — Live at Shea Stadium
Put the world’s angriest band in a hostile environment and what do you get?  One of the most powerful concerts I’ve ever heard.

Best Concerts:
Well, this is a bit of a gimme, really.  I don’t see enough concerts in a year to see any really bad ones.  The worst of the year (John Cougar Mellencamp — rote and by the numbers; Fleet Foxes — not enough material; Beck — not enough high points) were all very strong, and really only suffer in comparison.  At any rate:
Band of Horses (opening for Beck) — I’d see Band of Horses again (before I’d see Beck).  Hell, I’d travel to see BofH.  Moody, atmospheric but hooky.  Dark.  What’s not to like.

The Black Crowes — I may actually still be deaf from this show.  Awesome, spontaneous, searching.  Hampered by a too-loud, too-crappy sound system.

Bruce Springsteen — Three shows to choose from here.  For the full-on experience, Vancouver has it by an edge, what with being in the front row, having a friend’s daughter’s sign get pulled from the crowd (but John, why not Incident?  Why Waiting on a Sunny Day?  I mean, I know she’s just a little girl, but still… I’m STILL chasing Incident), and introducing Colin to the marvel that is a Springsteen concert.  Show-wise, though, Portland has the edge, if only for the long version of Reason to Believe (the intro was appreciably shorter in Vancouver).  Though Seattle had Point Blank and Trapped… decisions, decisions.

Leonard Cohen — wow.  For a septugenarian, that Cohen can bring it.  Second night in Toronto and the place was alive.  I’ve never heard an audience response like the one for Hallelujah — I thought the roof was going to blow off the place.

The Hold Steady/Drive-By Truckers — Sacrilige, I know, but these were my favourite shows of the year.  Again, it’s impossible to separate the music from the personal… shit… but it’s been a long time since I’ve felt as alive as those two shows made me feel.  And hey, cheaper than therapy!

Because I listen (sometimes)

Friday, December 19th, 2008

People always ask why I don't post here about when and where I'm going to be in the media.  And because I'm a sucker for giving the people (both of you) what they want:

I'll be on the regional/local media a couple of times in the next few days:

Saturday, December 20, 8:30 am — I'll be appearing as part of a book panel on CBC Radio's North by Northwest.  This is BC wide, so please tune in (I assume that if you're not in BC, you can likely listen in on-line at cbc.ca somewhere).

Wednesday, December 24, 7:10 am (no, neither the date nor the time are misprints) — I'll be doing a short in-studio session on Victoria's A Channel affiliate (channel 12 locally).

Perhaps surprisingly, for both appearances I'll be talking about books.

Shady Grove

Tuesday, December 16th, 2008

So, over on FB I was tagged with this by the indomitable Mike Fuhr, he whose passion for music exceeds mine. Well, almost.
I figured I would give it a whirl, although I’m a bit concerned – my MP3 isn’t voluminous. In fact, I’ve kept it small, so I can hand-pick every song that goes on it. Given that, there may be a lack of variety in the artists represented. And it might depict a particularly slanted world-view. You’ve been warned.

The rules:

1. Put your ZUNE/iPod/MP3 Player/etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Add commentary.
5. Inflict it on others.

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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" WHAT DO YOU SAY?
The Littlest Bird – The Be Good Tanyas
“You pass through places, places pass through you, but you carry them with you on the soles of your travellin shoes.”
Kind of a Zen answer, that one, though not too far off actually.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Goodnight Hollywood Boulevard – Ryan Adams
A wistful, bittersweet, end-of-the-night tavern ballad. “You wanted the honey, but you were only just stinging yourself.” Hmm.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Light As the Breeze – Leonard Cohen
“She stands before you naked, you can see it, you can taste it, and she comes to you light as the breeze. You can drink it, you can nurse it, it doesn’t matter how your worship, so long as you’re down on your knees.”
Probably no comment necessary on this one.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Ring Them Bells – Bob Dylan (live, Bootleg Series Vol. 8)
“Time is running backward, and so is the bride.”
I think I would need an essay – or a drunken blog post – to fully parse this one.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Teach Your Children – Crosby, Stills and Nash
“You who are on the road must have a code that you can live by, and so become yourself because the past is just a good-bye. Teach your children well, their father’s hell did slowly go by. ”
I was surprised when this one came up – how can it possibly apply? But it does, I think. I’m not going to explain how, but it does.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Irish Heartbeat – Van Morrison and the Chieftains
“For the world is so cold, don’t care nothing for your soul…”
Hmm.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Nobody – Johnny Cash
“When life seems full of clouds and rain, and I’m full of nothing but pain, who soothes my thumpin, bumpin brain? Nobody.”
Well, that’s cynical…

WHAT IS 2+2?
Midnight Rider – Patti Smith
“I don’t own the clothes I’m wearing, and the road goes on forever, and I’ve got one more silver dollar, but I’m not gonna let them catch me, no, I’m not gonna let them catch the midnight rider.”
Yeah, that’s about right.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Million Miles – Bob Dylan
“People ask about you, I didn’t tell them everything I knew”
And what is that, if not a definition of friendship?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bring It on Home – Rod Stewart
“Bring it to me, bring your sweet loving, bring it on home to me.”
Pretty self-explanatory, that.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
My Morag (The Exile’s Dream) – The Waterboys
“Cool as the water, like the rush of a river, comes this dream to my hot heart, parch’d dry as the plain.”
Okay, never mind blog posts – how about therapy?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Caravan – Van Morrison (live with the Caledonia Soul Orchestra)
“On this caravan is all my friends, they stay with me to the bitter end”
Okay, on the face of it, this song is all about the road and music and the joys thereof (I’m starting to notice a theme, actually), but there’s a personal subtext. I’m with Nick Hornby – I want this song played at my funeral.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Vaccination Scar – The Tragically Hip
“If there’s one thing I remember, it’s the tear on your bare shoulder, this little silver boulder, this slowly falling star.”
Hmm.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Boots or Hearts – The Tragically Hip
“Fingers and toes, fingers and toes, forty things we share."

No need to take it any further than that.


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
One for the Cutters – The Hold Steady (Live at the 40 Watt)
“Dad do you know where your kids are? Sniffin at crystal in cute little cars, getting nailed against dumpsters behind townie bars.”
Not, strictly speaking, what one would think of as wedding music. But then, that’s already a fait accompli, so…

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Jolene – The White Stripes (Blackpool Lights)
“Your beauty is beyond compare, with flaming locks of auburn hair, with ivory skin and eyes of emerald green”
Awesome! Okay, this and Caravan.
(There are a few of you reading this who will know why this brings me such delight – the rest of you will have to wait for the short story collection in a few years. Suffice it to say, though, death and this song? A perfect match in my mind.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Maker – Dave Matthews and Tim Reynolds
“I stand with arms wide open, I’ve run a twisted mile, I’m a stranger in the eyes of the maker.”
Okay, just going by the title, yeah, that’ll do. I am, in fact, a maker. That’s not actually what the song is about, but since when has that ever stopped me?

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hazy – Counting Crows (live, New Amsterdam)
“Everytime I see you, I’m alive.”
Well, that’s not much of a secret, is it? Thankfully, “Your Little Hoodrat Friend” didn’t come up. Or “Cocaine”. Or “The Low Spark of High-Heeled Boys” – THAT would have been tough to explain.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Smells Like Teen Spirit – Tori Amos (live)
“With the lights off, it’s less dangerous – here we are now, entertain us.”
This reminds me of a post-reading dinner I had in Toronto a few years ago, with my age-old best friend Peter, the good Doctor P., a friend of his, my devoted agents, and a couple of other people. In Bloom (I think) came on the restaurant stereo, and the whole room sang along. This, I thought, is something…

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Dignity – Bob Dylan (piano demo)
“Wise man looking in a blade of grass, young man searching in the shadows that pass, poor man looking in the painted glass, for dignity.”
Yeah, okay, that WOULD be pretty bad.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Most People Are DJs – The Hold Steady
“Up to your neck in the sweat and the wet confetti”
If I go, it’s gonna be in Ybor City. I just know it.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Home For A Rest – Spirit of the West
“You’ll have to excuse me, I’m not at my best – I’ve been gone for a month, I’ve been drunk since I left.”
Clearly, my MP3 player and I have something in common – we don’t know the meaning of the word “regret”.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
El Matador – Gross Point Blanke soundtrack
Yeah, GPB makes me laugh. No question there. When I grow up, I wanna be John Cusack.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Slapped Actress – The Hold Steady (Live at the 40 Watt)
“Don’t tell my family, they’re all wicked strict Christian”
There’s Ybor City again…

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
This Wheel’s On Fire – The Band
“If your memory serves you well…”
… you’d recall that I already did.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Enemy Fire – Ryan Adams
Yeah, that’ll do it…

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Big Yellow Taxi – Joni Mitchell
“You don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone”
I think that says it all, really.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Mississippi – Bob Dylan (Version 2 – Bootleg Series Volume 8)
“Only one thing that I did wrong, I stayed in Mississippi a day too long.”
I would DEFINITELY change that, yeah.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Soul Singing – The Black Crowes (Live)
“I been down, cascading in blue without a sound, I’m trading my black feathers for a crown”
Yeah. This works. And a good note to end it on (what with this song being the first track on my year-end mix “tape”).

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shady Grove – Mudcrutch

Oh, and one last thing — if you've read this far, it's your turn!

In response…

Thursday, December 11th, 2008

So, yesterday's "questionable t-shirt" post has prompted a number of responses (more than appear here), mostly couched in the sarcastically-uncertain question, "But you don't actually HAVE any other clothes, do you?"

To those of little faith, I offer this bit of photographic evidence (you'll need to scroll down 4 or 5 photos).

I'm not saying I clean up WELL, but I do clean up…

There's more to the picture than meets the eye

Wednesday, December 10th, 2008

aka: A special, urgent, lunch-break post.

If we’ve ever met, you’ll be aware that I live in jeans.  Jeans and t-shirts, jeans and shirt-shirts, jeans and some combination of the two (shirt either open or closed, cuz I'm whimsical like that).  I’m decidedly… informal.  Casual almost to excess.

For work, of late, I’ve been wearing, occasionally, a shirt, open, over a t-shirt.  (I know, you don’t care, but it’s important for the purposes of this post.)  Typically I wear plain black t’s, but with the open-shirt approach, I’ve been wearing some graphic t’s.

Some pretty cool graphic t’s, actually.

On one of our most recent trips to Seattle, we made a point of hitting Desteenation, a funkie, indie t-shirt boutique in the heart of funkie, indie Fremont.  They’ve built a good trade, and an impressive web presence, cross-marketing with independent businesses up and down the west coast and in Hawaii.  The t-shirts are quite funky — usually fairly clever and/or well-designed, typically a little politically incorrect (aka ‘racy’).  Case in point, the High Dive shirt.  Won’t be wearing that one to work.   So I made a point of picking up a couple of shirts at the store (including the High Dive, though I was a bit disappointed that they didn’t have the Finn MacCool's shirt in my size).  A little bit of indie hipster cred in 100% cotton (before you say anything, I know, all right.  I know.  I am not now, nor have I ever been, hip.  I am, in fact, defiantly un-hip.  So un-hip it hurts.  Practically the anti-hip.  I’m concerned that when my anti-hipness comes into contact with actual hipness, there will actually be damage done to the time-space continuum.  I get it.  Let’s move on.).

This morning, I decided to wear their shirt from the Five Points Cafe, a Seattle bar.  The image is here (click on it, check it out, front and back — I’ll wait).  Nice shirt, right?  I liked the slightly politically incorrect Indian Chief logo (yes, I know “Indian” is not the preferred term — it’s not the one I usually use.  But in this context, it’s the correct one) on the front, and the slightly more politically incorrect slogan on the back (“Alcoholics Serving Alcoholics Since 1929”) makes me smile.  It seemed like a perfectly reasonable wardrobe choice.

That is, until my second or third visit to Colin’s office.  He was spending a long time looking at the Indian Chief graphic, then he nodded.  “I just saw the Indian head on your shirt.”

I’m sure I gave him one of those “What the hell?” looks.  I did, in fact, say something along the lines of, “Well, yeah.  What did you think it was?”

He looked at me like I had lost my mind.  “Um, the naked woman?”

Cue stunned silence, followed by, “What?!?!?”

It took a trip to the staff bathroom, with its mirror, for me to see it.  Now, I admit that I hadn’t made THAT close a study of the graphic: it’s an Indian head, what is there to study?  But hell if there isn’t a naked woman there.  Right smack dab in the middle of my t-shirt.  And not just a naked woman — a very naked one.  A very naked woman reclining seemingly in the throes of some sort of transport.  “I’ll have what she’s having” indeed.

And once you see it, you can’t unsee it.  And it’s pretty undeniable.

So, suffice it to say, I've spent the day doing my best to keep my t-shirt under wraps.  And yes, as you might have guessed, it just made me like the shirt more…

Quality parenting…

Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008

Xander feels about needles the way I feel about needles (ie, "Keep them away from me!"). For both of us, it goes back to childhood needle trauma: his is more recent, but mine was more intense, and I've had longer to dwell on it. Nevertheless, as a parent, one must sometimes take one for the greater good.

Yesterday was that day.

Flu shots. That once-per-annum willing infliction of pain on the child. And I, rather than just curling up in a foetal ball and kicking my feet in vain protest, have to pretend to be a grown-up about the whole thing and "set a good example".

(Side note — moi, a good example? When did THAT happen?)

I managed to be strong and cool, all Gary Cooper and such.

(I know, it's a flu shot. But I could tell you horrific childhood needle stories that would make your hair fall out. I know it's not a reasonable phobia, but it's mine and, aside from bucking up, there's not a lot to be done about it.)

Xander, though…

Xander was a strong little trooper. He winced and grimaced, and tears came to his eyes, but he didn't flinch. He didn't pull away (okay, telling him that if he pulled away the needle might break off in his arm and then he'd need to be cut open probably won't win me any Parent of the Year prizes, but I don't think I'm in the running anyway), and he didn't cry.

And when the doctor started to swab his arm afterwards, when the needle was safely clear, and he was out of any danger, he took a deep breath, steeled himself, and with perfect intonation, timing and world-weary, put-upon tone, he muttered "Fuck".

It was one of those perfect moments. I couldn't have put it any better myself.

(I know, he's nine. And there's nothing cute about swearing. But… damn. I'll give him that one. One a year seems reasonable to me. And besides, with me as a father — see above note re: "good example" — it's a bit amazing that he doesn't sound like a drunken sailor at this point…)